Okay... my boyfriend and I just had a long discussion about how we feel about porn. He used to watch it. And apparently he watched it twice after we got together. The point is...he was honest with me about it. I mean sure, pretty much every guy has watched porn plenty of times. He apologized for watching it, and said that he wouldn't any more. I believe him, and I trust him even more now, than I did before, just because he told me the truth. I didn't even ask him to stop watching it, or to apologize. In fact, I told him I am fine with it (when I am very well not fine with it, but I love him enough to not stand in his way of something he happens to like). But the thing is, my guy is good enough to me, to tell me the truth, even if I might not have liked the truth. It was much better than being lied to. Joe really is a good guy. Sometimes I wonder what I ever did to deserve such a good person. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and think to myself, "is this real? is he really mine? or is he just a dream...an incredible figment of my imagination.."
He is real. And I want to keep him here with me for as long as I can.
He is real. And I want to keep him here with me for as long as I can.
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