Thank You! :-)

I'm going to write two blogs today, so this isn't the only one. I just wanted to thank everyone who has been hyping, commenting, and following my blogs and messaging me :'-) lol. I really appreciate it! I almost gave up on having a blog...kind of thought that no one cared about what I have to say. Thank you everyone soooo much! I love you guys with all my heart! Please, keep leaving comments, I love hearing what you have to say!

Heart Destruction

Okay, to start things off, take a look at the header of my blog. "Cupid's Nemesis", see it? I am cupid's nemesis. Love is never on my side. I don't WANT to be single, but that's the only way to keep from being hurt! And even if you are single...you can still get hurt. See, I think it's great being single because you can flirt and mingle with whomever you want without pissing someone off. It's fantastic! But being single isn't always so upbeat and fun...it can really be a drag sometime. I had a really bad day today... the guy I like...my best friend, well, I did something to make him mad at me. I didn't do it on purpose, I had a reason why..so he's still mad at me, and he won't return my texts. I feel like I'm going freakin insane! And then after school, I had skating practice and I fell a hurt my knee really bad. Ugh! And then when I got home my sister and I had a huge fight. So...right now I just want to crawl into a corner and cry myself to sleep. Actually sleep sounds pretty good, considering morning would come sooner and I could apologize to his face tomorrow at school. Why is everyone else allowed to have love, except me? It isn't fair. Don't tell me I haven't found the right person yet, I've come across soooo many guys...it NEVER works out. Watch, as soon as I find the right guy, he'll die like Jack did in the movie "The Titanic". My first boyfriend was amazing, until he left me for another girl whome he has plans to marry as soon as he graduates from college in three years. My best friend, he's a great guy...and I really need to talk to him. I'm praying that he'll text me back tonight...but I doubt it. And I doubt I'll be able to get any sleep either. I'm sorry, I'm just venting a lot! If you've read this much of my blog so far, you must really like my blogs...or pointless rambleing about boys...Thanks for reading, I'll write about something more interesting than my love life/heart destruction tomorrow.

Hott Hollister Models

Haha okay...I'm not sure if it's just me, but I have never had as much fun while wearing Hollister clothes as these models are! I wish they were advertising what a good time you'll have if you buy these clothes from Hollister. You know what I mean? Like they'll guaruntee a hott shirtless male Hollister model with every purchase of at least $50? Oh my, I'd spend $200 if that meant I could take home four of those models and all the clothes I can buy with $200..now THAT would be a good time! Haha come on girls, how many of you wouldn't love to date one of the hot male Hollister models?! Don't deny it!

New Event/Backing up Song

Haha, okay, well just to put this out there, this was an actual feature in the news. Somebody from the news took this footage and made it into a song and apparently posted it on YouTube. This lady just cracks me up. According to her interview with KMBC, she went into some place to get a coffee fix, and two robbers came in demanding everyone to give them all their money. So they hold up everyone and make them stay on the floor. And so this is the musical version of this woman's interview. Oh! And by the way, the store clerk pulled out a gun and killed the robber. Enjoy!

17 ways to say "boobs"

Boobs, tities, tatas, balloons, hooters, melons, funbags, ladylumps, headlights, gazongas, bazooms, knockers, hoohoo's, tits, tatas, skinsex, dirtypillows, breasts.

Let me state this now, this video is NOT of me! LOL, it's just of a girl on youtube, who I have subscribed to, she's pretty funny and is a big hit! She has tons of subscribers.

-Haha, to say the least, there are MANY different words for boobs. One thing is for sure, if you have nice boobs, you've probably already found out that you can get almost anything you want out of a guy. If you don't have the size of breasts that you're hoping to have, don't sweat it! This is why I'm writing this blog. I am an athlete, I always have been, and I will be one until my body physically can handle all the athletics. Most athletes have small or flat chests. If you're flat chested, there isn't really much you can do, so accent your better defined areas. Like, your hips, butt and legs. Wear a decent length skirt (just above the knee but still almost touching), or snug jeans (just not too snug, make sure you can breathe!) And always wear heels! Heels are the key to making your legs look amazing, and your butt more toned.

If you do have somewhat of a chest, but they're still kind of small, you have a little bit more to work with. Wear a lowcut dress or shirt while wearing a push-up bra. Push-up bra's work wonders, but they only work if you have something to push up! So, if you're still having difficulties, take a shopping trip to Victoria's Secret. Victoria's Secret offers these really great shaping inserts. Apply the shaping inserts to your breasts, and then put on your push-up. Now, before you put on your lowcut dress or shirt, look in the mirror and adjust your boobs so that you get maximum cleavage. To do this, you may have to gently lift one up and pull it in toward the opposite breast, then do the same with the other.

I hope this helped you out! As you know, I don't have a huge chest. I'm a size 36C naturally, but these tricks have done wonders for me, I'm sure they'll work out for you too.


Below is a link to the shaping inserts from Victoria's Secret that I mentioned earlier.
http://www.victoriassecret.com/ss/Satellite?ProductID=1265347719016&c=Page&cid=1287140203005&pagename=vsdWrapper

Love

Love...Why is love so important to us when we know it more often than not, hurts us in the end? Why are we so blind-sighted? Most of us have enough experience with love to know that it almost always ends badly. So, why do we continue to seek more love from someone else? And if so many of us are looking for love, then why do we always meet the wrong people? You would think that there are so many people in this world, that you would almost instantly find someone who would treat you the way you want to be treated. To hell with these so-called one night stands, cheaters, haters, decievers, back-stabbers, fakers, liars, etc. THESE are the reasons why I'm still sixteen and single. THESE are the reasons why so many people want to, or have killed themselves. THESE are the reasons why when we look at ourselves, we see someone other than ourselves..we see the person we're trying to be for everyone else. Be yourself, if love is what you want, then wait for it. It will come to you. But don't be so quick to automatically get in a relationship without a total stranger. Get to know the person for a long time before trusting them enough to start dating. I hope all of you will one day be able to find love, and find the right person for you. I have yet to find my person. In fact, I'm beginning to think that living a life single, may be the best thing for me. Not to say that I don't find guys attractive, it's just that falling in love involves too much pain for me. Because, every relationship that I've ever had, ended with me getting hurt in the worst possible ways imagineable. Maybe, someday I'll write about my past romances on here...I'm just not sure if I'm comfortable doing that yet, even though my identity is somewhat anonymous. Goodluck to all the hopeless romantics in your search for love.

Winner At A Losing Game

                                                                  
It seems as though I have the worst luck out of everyone when it comes to love. I always get the shortest straw. Cupid comes by and shoots everyone with his arrow, except me. He allows me to fall in and out of love with guys who never love me back. I can totally relate to Racal Flatt's "Winner At A Losing Game". The only thing is, I always end up hurt, sad and lonely, or hurt and mad. I believe that it is so much easier to end a relationship, dump, or be dumped if you're pissed off at the person. I hope that my relationships will end with me being pissed off at the other person because it hurts so much worse if they didn't do anything wrong.

My first boyfriend was everything to me. He "loved" me, I loved him. We dated for four months until he left me for another girl. He didn't give me any notice at all. He never let on that he was straying away. Just all of a sudden, one day he's gone.

My second boyfriend, we were together for a blink of an eye and then he was gone again. He didn't have the balls to stick around long enough.

Boyfriend number tres! There isn't one. Just a few scattered friend's with benefits over the months. But one friend kind of stuck with me. He and I are still friends, in fact he's my best friend. I have the upmost respect for him. He's a great guy, but I could never think of him as more than my best friend, and the occasional friend with benefits when I'm lonely. I don't think he'd think of me as more either, no matter how much I wanted him to at first. I soon realized that he's much better as a friend because that means I'd never lose him. I feel safe with him, especially since he's like...strong lol. I don't think I have anything to worry about. I'm just sick of guys trying to walk all over me. I'm going to stay single for awhile. For now, I like to play things safe.