Joseph :-)

There's this guy at my school who plays basketball named Joseph (aka Joe). Well, I've been told by one of my friends that he thinks I'm cute, and another friend told me he likes me. He's really cute actually. Well, he's cute when he's not covered in sweat from running around the court so much haha. Another one of my friends got me his number so I could text him and get to know him a little better, since I didn't even know who he was until someone told me he likes me. So I texted him earlier tonight and he seems great! He's really nice, so easy to talk to, and he kept the conversation flowing easily the whole time (we talked for about 2 and half hours lol). I think if I got to know him better, I could like him back... and I'm really hopeing that this time, I won't have to be the one to make the first move. Because I'm warning y'all right now haha I refuse to make the first move this time. I've always done that with guys, because almost all the guys I've dated have been shy and I'm sick of making the first move. He's gonna have to do it this time. Plus, it'll prove to me how much I actually mean to him...eventually(not yet, obviously). He seems great, definitely my type, as I've been told by my friends. I can't wait to talk to him more, possibly tomorrow. :-) Wish me luck!!

Love Like Woe

Isn't that girl creative?!! Either it takes and artist, music/computer/photography guru, or both to make something like this! It's really impressive. lol But her facial expression throughout the whole song makes me laugh. It never changes, and she still has this goofy smirk the whole time.

Have you ever felt like you're so in love that you're just like, "Woe!" Haha, well as hard as it may be for some of the people who read my blogs, I once was like that. I thought that I was madly, deeply in love with my first boyfriend. Needless to say, things didn't work out the way that I had planned, nor the way that he had led me to believe things would work out. Since then, my entire outlook on life and love has changed. Sometimes I think that it's for the better. Because, a lot of the time, I think to myself, what would have happened if my eyes hadn't eventually been opened to the truth? Would I still be with my ex? Would he still have feelings for me? Would I still want him after the things that he had done to me? The answer seems pretty clear to me... no, none of it would have changed. My ex would have still gone and be the typical asshole he's always been, and I wouldn't have done anything differently. I feel like the decisions I had made that got me to where I am now, were good ones. I'll admit, I haven't made too many good decisions in the past..ahh about two years. But I'm kind of attempting to turn my lifestyle around a bit. Just to get things back on track. I'm not going to allow myself to be pushed around by a guy ever, ever again. If and when I find a good guy, settle down, get married, and have kids, if I have a daughter, I'll never let her be pushed around by guys the way I was last year. I'll stand my ground and fucking kick the guy's ass whom tries to push my kid around. ;-) But trust me, he'll have a fair warning wayyy before he even has the opportunity to do such a thing.

Getting back to the video above... this is my new favorite song, as of now. Yes, it will probably change to something else in the next couple of weeks/months, but for now this is my favorite song. I think the best part of it is when in the chorus, they say "Loved so strong, then you moved on, now I'm hung up in suspense, because you're bringing me in and then you're kicking me out again"

 Haha, well, I hope I've struck some people's attention with this blog! I'm really hopeing that some of you guys can relate to what I write about, or are atleast interested in the topics I choose. I'm trying to embellish! lol My life is rarely dull. I'll be blogging again tomorrow, nighty night!!

Merry Christmas to all!!!

Heyy!!! I love you guys soooo much! Merry Christmas Eve to all of you!! I hope you have a wonderful Christmas!! An d I hope you get everything that was on your list! lol Goodnight!
P.S. Sorry, I haven't been on in awhile. I've been really busy doing last minite Christmas shopping lately (I hate shopping). I'll write more tomorrow or the next day. It depends on how crazy Christmas will be tomorrow....nevertheless, I'll write soon!! Miss you guys!
XOXOXOXOXOXO

Networking Sites

Haha so how many of you have a Facebook? How about a myyearbook? Twitter? Myspace? lol That's what I thought, y'all are obsessed with this kind of stuff! Ok so I've had a myyearbook for a few years, it's a lot of fun! I've met some great people! And..just a few days ago I got a Twitter account. And just minutes ago I got a myspace and facebook account. So I want to keep in touch with you guys! Add me on whatever you have please! If you have more than one of these networking accounts, add me on as many of them as you have. Please tell me that you know...you come from piczo...lol you read my blog, that kind of thing. Feel free to email me on here anytime! If any of you have any ideas for a topic you'd like me to write a blog on, please tell me!

Here's how to find me on any of these networking sites!

Facebook: cupidsnemesis94@yahoo.com
Twitter: cupidsnemesis
MySpace: Hailey Hollister
Myyearbook: Hailey Hollister

Hate My Life

Ever feel like you hate your life sometimes? I feel this way all the time!

Loveing Death vs. Forbidden Love

I know that you're probably thinking "For someone who is so cynical when it comes to love, she sure does write about it a lot." Well, you're right to think that. I am not a romantic at all, but love is something that I often find myself thinking about. Will I ever find it? Is there such a thing as love, or is love but a figment of momentary bliss with which we find ourselves trusting and believing in whole-heartedly? I suppose I won't truly know the answers to these questions until I find the "one". Again, that is, if there is such a thing.

You've seen all the romantic shit they have on the big screen, but have you caught yourself wishing it could be that easy to fall in love in real life? Love doesn't just come overnight. It takes time to build, it takes years of searching and not finding what you're looking for. In order to find love, you must live with disappointment. In the movie "Love Story", Oliver and Jennifer meet in college, they date for awhile before getting married. The newlyweds attempt to have a child and later find out that Jennifer is suddenly dying. My favorite quote from this movie is "Love means never having to say you're sorry." However, I disagree with this quote. I think that love means knowing when to put aside your pride and apologizing with all your heart when necessary.

"What's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell as sweet."-As quoted by Shakespeare. If you're as captivated by Shakespeare's plays as I am, and have studied his work, you know what this quote means. Basically what he's saying is "What do names matter? If we called a rose something else, it would still smell just as sweet." And by this, he means that no matter what your title or last name is, it doesn't change who you are as an individual. Forbidden love always seems so much more passionate (epecially when interpreted by Shakespeare). I think it has to do with the fact that both people know they're not allowed to be togehter. It somehow excites the relationship and makes the couple desperate to make it work. More often than not, it doesn't work out. But while things lasted, they most-likely couldn't have gone better as far as romance goes. So, loveing death or forbidden love? I'd have to say, out of these two choices, forbidden love sounds more appealing. Loseing the one I love would be too much for me. In fact, when and if I find the "one", I will demand to die first, and it will be of natural causes when we are both much, much older.

3-Dimensional Chalk Art

Check this out!! These guys draw all of this amazing art on public sidewalks! Isn't that incredible? I wish I could be that good at drawing or painting. Most of my art consists of stickfigures, lol and bad ones at that. My mom is an artist, she used to sell her artwork to galleries in Virginia when she was younger. My dad is a lot of things...he builds stuff, he's a contractor...and he does graphic design. So I come from two parents who have artistic ability. I do have artistic ability, but mine isn't shown on a peice of canvas. Mine is shown through the performing arts. And as you know already, I'm a figure skater. I always have been one, performing in front of people has always been my thing. I love to feel the spotlight beaming down on me, and hear the audience applaude after I've performed. Actually there's going to be a Christmas show this Saturday that I will be skating in, as well as two of my own students. Wish me luck. :-) And I hope you enjoyed seeing these amazing pictures!